sometimes the only thing that can calm me down is thinking about all the different ways I could off myself and how pleasant the world would be for me, without me.
alright thats cool you don’t have to talk to me……..today is gonna be a long day.
Holiday Magazine Spr/Sum 2014 ‘Thinking Of You’ - Edita Vilkevicuite by Mark Peckmezian
so happy to feel like a writer again
(although I am also so, so tired)
reading over 100 pages of articles about International Relations (something I’ve never studied before and that is not my major) in spanish is literally making me go fucking I N S A N E